Sunday, February 14, 2010

爸妈老了

每年的年28至年30,家里都在忙打扫。
记忆中,爸妈一定会吵架。
妈会埋怨 爸不帮忙或越帮越忙。
爸会骂妈手脚慢,耽误拜神吉时。
气氛会很沉重因为爸妈不合。

今年的年28至年30, 家里不同了。
爸很努力打扫
抹墙壁,搬东西,扫地,洗尘,家里两楼都是他一手包办。
就算我们帮忙,他也要占大部分来做。
妈不舒服病倒了
天气盟日,妈在厨房做饼,煮饭,过年的食单在她手里。
功夫太多,我和嫂嫂也帮不完。
两老在年30前把该做的都做完。
累得再年初一, 躺在客厅不想动。

爸说老了,做多两下腰骨都散了。
妈说,是时候认老了。
妈妈帮爸爸察背这些难得的温馨情景,令我感觉到心理的日度。
可悲吗?不,因为当在可悲的事里出现温情时,才会令人珍惜这些感动。
才体验到正真的快乐。

就如我一直相信,这世界不会完全美好
因为它一直在努力的平衡所有。

对吧?

1 个小时前, 情人节刚过了。
2 月出生的我,是浪漫双鱼座。
3 年的情人节都没浪漫,让人不知所错。
40 年左右才一次的年初一情人节,我居然没错过。

不知道从何开始,我很渴望爱情里出现浪漫的情结。
可惜,我慢慢领悟人生总是很难得到渴望的东西。
就因如此,很多东西我都去接受。

我今天不开心吗?我也不懂。
今年的情人节,在大年初一正搞笑。
也许,人生有多无奈的事,人类都会选择接受。
然而,当你遇上这些你没有选择的事时, 难免会些有伤感。
因为如果你有更大的勇气或力量,你是不会希望这样。
对吧?

Monday, February 8, 2010

He is different now

Its 8th of February. Month that i was born. Pieces,represents romance
26th years of my life, i found someone important in my life.

When i was unhappy,he wrote there: regardless how bad is ur temper, i will still love u. I just wants to love you.
When i was away, he wrote there : After we were far apart,i was surprised that..i miss you terribly. He used to be very unpredictable

That day, he hand over a new tooth brush to me, saying that he realized mine was torn out.He was a careless man back there
Some day when i was in really bad mood,he asked " will you be happier with baskin robin ice cream?" i shake my head. he continued " what can make you at least smile?". Words that he hardly speak.He used to ignore
These days, he vacum and mop the floor, clean the kitchen and the toilet. He starts to remember every words of mine.

He wasn't such a lovely and caring guy when i know him but things change.
He is different now.
i am deeply blessed and glad bout all this.
Thank you so much my dear dear