今天的故事

今天，我放下了。

前天，和小气的朋友闹得很不爽。这两天都不开心，可是今天我主动放下去和她谈天.我们都很开心。毕竟，过去了就让它过去。我那杀那真的体会到放下得开心。

今晚，在Starbuck等了两小时。也忍了两小时尿，还因吃太快胃痛了。很可惜，付出的不被珍惜反而受到很恶劣的对待。现在，肚子痛得是胃还是尿毒攻心都分不出了。

算了吧，今天有开心过就够了。
谢谢您，老天爷爷。

I am another susan boyle

Not sure if words can describe how i feel now.
its been quite sometime that i have not been writing on my happy feelings.
Last Friday, just finished one unexpected presentation.
Right after the presentation, people came over and congratulate me.
Well, i was like, what is going on? that's just a presentation. They came over telling me that it was a great presentation, beautiful gal with beautiful voice.
My team mates and my colleague was so nervous as i have been very tension with this presentation but eventually everyone was surprised when i open my mouth.
For the very first time, i receive such a great compliment. I didnt know that my voice are beautiful and i have American accent!That's funny.
I guess this is the first time i have got myself recognized on something.

i am Sick again

just came back from tiring hongkong trip.
nose phlegm got blood.
face too dry
headache and body aching..
its coldddd
yet i have to sit in such a heavy place.
its so torturing...
god please....
why am i getting sick always.. have i neglected my health recently?.. well, i guess i cant remember when was the last time i exercise..
i hate falling sick.. its so lonely.. cause you feel helpless but you cant request for more.. cause its useless and you wont get it when you request for more care...
i just dont like it.. being so weak without someone here for me.. its so lonely..
sigh.. what have i done.. why is it has to be me?

我一个人，能做的很少

10th March 2010, 9.58am.
胃很痛，身体很累，小腹的痛又来了。
最近发生太多事，已经忘记多久没休息，没平静。看医生都没时间。
一坡未平，一坡又起而我只是一个人，不知道能做多少也不知道能顶多久。
老天爷， 你又要训练我吗？
可是，只有我一个，哭了苦了身边没人知，别这样对我好吗？
I am just one person, just a little women.
All i hope is a little bit more care from someone
cause its so hard to battle alone
今天，胃真的很痛。。。。

爸妈老了

每年的年28至年30，家里都在忙打扫。
记忆中，爸妈一定会吵架。
妈会埋怨 爸不帮忙或越帮越忙。
爸会骂妈手脚慢，耽误拜神吉时。
气氛会很沉重因为爸妈不合。

今年的年28至年30， 家里不同了。
爸很努力打扫
抹墙壁，搬东西，扫地，洗尘，家里两楼都是他一手包办。
就算我们帮忙，他也要占大部分来做。
妈不舒服病倒了
天气盟日，妈在厨房做饼，煮饭，过年的食单在她手里。
功夫太多，我和嫂嫂也帮不完。
两老在年30前把该做的都做完。
累得再年初一， 躺在客厅不想动。

爸说老了，做多两下腰骨都散了。
妈说，是时候认老了。
妈妈帮爸爸察背这些难得的温馨情景，令我感觉到心理的日度。
可悲吗？不，因为当在可悲的事里出现温情时，才会令人珍惜这些感动。
才体验到正真的快乐。

就如我一直相信，这世界不会完全美好
因为它一直在努力的平衡所有。

对吧？

1 个小时前， 情人节刚过了。
2 月出生的我，是浪漫双鱼座。
3 年的情人节都没浪漫，让人不知所错。
40 年左右才一次的年初一情人节，我居然没错过。

不知道从何开始，我很渴望爱情里出现浪漫的情结。
可惜，我慢慢领悟人生总是很难得到渴望的东西。
就因如此，很多东西我都去接受。

我今天不开心吗？我也不懂。
今年的情人节，在大年初一正搞笑。
也许，人生有多无奈的事，人类都会选择接受。
然而，当你遇上这些你没有选择的事时， 难免会些有伤感。
因为如果你有更大的勇气或力量，你是不会希望这样。
对吧？

He is different now

Its 8th of February. Month that i was born. Pieces,represents romance
26th years of my life, i found someone important in my life.

When i was unhappy,he wrote there: regardless how bad is ur temper, i will still love u. I just wants to love you.
When i was away, he wrote there : After we were far apart,i was surprised that..i miss you terribly. He used to be very unpredictable

That day, he hand over a new tooth brush to me, saying that he realized mine was torn out.He was a careless man back there
Some day when i was in really bad mood,he asked " will you be happier with baskin robin ice cream?" i shake my head. he continued " what can make you at least smile?". Words that he hardly speak.He used to ignore
These days, he vacum and mop the floor, clean the kitchen and the toilet. He starts to remember every words of mine.

He wasn't such a lovely and caring guy when i know him but things change.
He is different now.
i am deeply blessed and glad bout all this.
Thank you so much my dear dear