i didnt really sleep well last night. As usual, i am having insomnia for MONTHS!!.. but Its happy to see him once i open my eyes.. he is there looking at me with a smile. I knew he is going to sleep after a long hour of night shift support, then i said " dear dear, go change your cloths please..."after that i heard both of them , Beh beh and dear dear is laughing.. well.. i guess.. they are both expecting me to say that and they laughed when the expected result are met... hahaha..
On my way out, M called asking bout the floating machine.. i told him i am working at 10. he keep asked lots of question that D did not make it clear to both of us. I asked him to confirm with D as he should know better. My luck isnt good today, federal highway is quite jam. For god sake, i reached office in 5 minutes after asking my colleague sent out the late notification. When i was trying to take out the floating machine, a wonderful brainless women called me and asked" Lauren, why are you here? isnt it you suppose to be in the training?" i really feel like telling her.. your beloved dog never gave me a clear idea what is the schedule and plan for today. Then i head over to another building for the training. I got to know then, the beloved retarded sent out the schedule on sunday, 9pm!!!!! saying that there is a training at 10am on monday!!!! i am really speechless towards him. No sms, no call and he expect that the email he sent would flow from the fiber optic to the satelite and to my brain , just some how i guess.. i wonder how does his brain works..and just becoz of that, out of no where, and no reason i was question by a wonderful brainless women.
Well, i did had a nice lunch with my lunch gang.. but night mares isnt over yet.. after lunch.. i head back to the room and continue my work with those people.. human... dunno from what species are they.. the moment.. they started the project.. their mouth, brain, vains all..mess up together.. Group A keep questioning, finding fault, Group B keep defending and fighting back.. Group C some how sometimes.. will hitted by the bullet .. and then.. started to look for solution.. what a day with all this humans.. they are just impatience, hot tempered, and not passionate..
i dont know how long i can stand all this.. they could make me so stress in the room cause i am the so call BABY sitting the user.. my wonderful brainless superior.. would be very sensative if there is a slight mistake occur.. this could really make my constipation become severe...
i have no time to refill water.. no time to rest.. no time to eat even i am hungry.. after the day .. i felt dizzy and exhausted.... i am truely drained out
HR called.. 2 job vacancy is waiting for me.. 2 managers request to interview me.. SCM release specialist or production support front line.. shall change my job? or shall i continue with this group of what.. i dunno.. i cant find a word to describe human in that form.. for god sake!!!
oh.. i think its time for me to sleep.. its just so liveless working there.. i spent the whole day for that job.. and yet i am truely deeply understand that brainless superior will not see that.. people always see the dark spot .. i am tired coz i knew that my effort is invisible..
Dear dear said, its her problem to question me that way, Its the dog's problem to sent out email that time.. he is right.. but after all.. i was the one to be blame..
forget bout it.. its 11.12.. i have to sleep.. today's smelly shit will be flush away as tomorrow will be another challenging day. if i were to keep today's headache towards tomorrow.. then i will add on my burden caused there will be some other disaster ahead, so why not.. let it go right~~~
lets shout" YOU ALL ARE REALLY A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!" and go to bed..
its just a day of less fortunate... caused.. there are still many things and people that makes me feel happy in this world.. the rest of you can go to hell.. when your time is here.. got it!!!! YOU ... brainless... and WONDERFUL!!!!
opps... am i too rude.. sorry.. .
Oh my god.. i cant imagine myself writing my dairy in here.. first time.. i used to write it in my dairy.. and leave it there.. somewhere.. lost it.. HAHAHAHHAHA
ok.. should end now..
